ohhshettheresa:

As strange as this may sound, you were part of my dream last night. Although you were not in my dream for so long, I could really say that it was an indescribable dream. I was at a park with a bunch of friends. I don’t know who exactly they were, but they were supposedly my friends. You popped out of nowhere. Of course as a common human behavior, I approached you and greeted you with a hug. We talked for a little bit, asked each other how we’ve been and what we’ve been up to lately. Then you had to go. Of course we gave each other a goodbye hug. But it wasn’t just a hug, you know? You hugged me tight, really tight. You hugged me so long I couldn’t even describe how long it was. You hugged me tight and long, and you said “I’ll miss you.” I didn’t pull away from your long tight hug. Instead, I hugged you really tight as well and I said “I’ll miss you too.” Not until I heard the tragic news about you that I realized that was not just an ordinary dream. That was a sign. A sign of you saying goodbye, that you’ll be gone and that you’ll miss me. I’ll miss you, too, greatly, Andrew. You don’t even know how I feel right now. I guess all that anyone can do is pray for your soul. Wherever you are, I know that you’re in a better place now and that you can finally find true happiness you’ve been longing for. Now that you’re with God, anything you’ve been wanting throughout your life will be given to you. Happiness is what you’ve been wanting, that I know. You want happiness, acceptance, love, and feel cared for. Now that you’re in heaven, you will get all of those with God by your side. Rest in peace Andrew Estrada♥

I love you, Andrew. I will miss you too. Till the end of time, we will soon meet again. Rest In Paradise.