Anonymous asked: I hate you. You're the worst "friend" ever. You make me sick, you waste of time uncaring asshole. You're fake and you act like a little bitch.

okay. i admit i’ve been a dick lately to a few people… i feel like shit about it too. to be honest there’s only a few people who i know would say this to me. but why anon? why not upfront? its not like i’ll bitch back. I take shit and swallow my pride. There’s one “bestfriend” that i really fucked up with and its still on my mind. I can’t get it out because im just i guess.. passing time as much as i can till my b-day so i can give her my dads b-day gift money saying i “spent it on cloths” but really nah i owe her.. i feel like a dick i feel like i havnt been caring about the people who i said i would always be there for. well actually thats because it is true. Fake? I guess u can say its true when it comes to not coming through with my word these past few months. hmph idk honestly this shit hits me hard im not the same way as i was before ann. I’ve become a jerk an asshole. i just need to change that but i feel like i might just resort to becoming back to a dick… so i dont want to say words. but actually make it go through actions. I dont know what im trying to say.. but im sorry.. i wish i could change myself back to the way i was…