June 2011
3 posts
Hey everyone,
So Andrew’s funeral is officially tomorrow. I’m trying to put this in the nicest and politest way, but please do not attend it if you’re not even close to him. His family strictly asked us to only tell his friends that are the closest to him. That means if you’ve been his close friend for years. Not just because you met him once at the mall or somewhere else and you guys...
Dear Andrew Estrada,
ohhshettheresa:
As strange as this may sound, you were part of my dream last night. Although you were not in my dream for so long, I could really say that it was an indescribable dream. I was at a park with a bunch of friends. I don’t know who exactly they were, but they were supposedly my friends. You popped out of nowhere. Of course as a common human behavior, I approached you and greeted you...
Dear Andrew,
I wish you could see how many people are affected with you leaving. You always thought that no one cared for you enough. But actually, a lot did. But then I wouldn’t blame you. People don’t show you they really care for you until you’re gone. I really miss you a lot. I don’t know how I remembered your password and all this, but somehow I did. Even though you’re gone,...
May 2011
27 posts
Imagine these things...
The things i’d love to do..
Her laying down right on top of me. My arms crossing over hers, both of us holding a controller fighting each other, teasing each other. Sometimes she’d steal my controller away just to say she’d win, and then i’d tackle her saying “no i won your under me now” ;)
Both of us sitting across from each other holding each others...
Fuck...
being horny i hate that shit -_____-
Don't you hate?
The part where you had/have a crush on someone where you cant say it because of friends or like something is cockblocking? Well that happens, I kind of hate it at times.. :( especially when i love their personality ugh its such a bitch. oh well past is past :D:D i’ll find someone eventually :)
gonnasleepwithallyourfriends:
Glee Cast - Isn’t...
never change - j. han ft (sam ock.)
superduperjustin:
DJ Agana - A Mix That is so...
sweet i passed my drivers license test :)
lol wtf
my black ops just disappeared on me even the case i cant find it, i mean it wouldnt just walk out of my living room -___-. wtf good thing i dont play it much
anyone want to fall asleep on the phone?
:)
fun. Rain remix - razah
soniaxh:
Click Clack Away .
Just because...
anyone’s gorgeous doesn’t mean they have the automatic ability to capture my heart. They need to include an amazing personality inside their bodily soul to capture my heart. They need to have the ability to make me smile every second of the conversation. They have to be able to perceive the world in different wonders. They have to be completely unique in their own kind of way. An...
Amazing time.
Prom is one of the nights i’ve ever actually had fun “dancing” a.k.a sex on the dance floor but really just grinding. I had such a great time joking around with the guys, kicking it and talking to everyone, omfg the dinner was amazing props to jordan :). and the dance was fun :D really I just don’t know how to put this day into detail, it was just FUN thats all i can say...
People who lead others on.
The first question that leads up to my mind is… What was I to you? Im pretty sure many people are like that when they get lead on. Its not such a great emotion to go through. People talking to the person who they currently like at that moment and the end up figuring out some “secret” or hidden truth behind that person ending up knowing that they’re talking to someone...
Anonymous asked: Are you on aim?
anyone awake?
So...
Im down in SD thinkin my heart away. Im suppose to be enjoying my b-day weekend i guess i am a lil bit. xD meeting new people, going out to prom but some song is just setting the tone to my mood you know? like right now im hella love sic. I want to be the one person who has a date that i can love, who i can hold, who i can feel like im protecting them from every single harm. i want to be having...
right now… i am currently thinking what did i do wrong? what have i done in the past thats made me an ass im listing off every single thing that i’ve done thats a bitchass move. i’ve cussed alot too. fuck i needa change i needa change… i’ve been a dick ever since i lost her… and i want to change that. i’ve been flirting too much i’ve been fucking...
Apparently..
I’m the meanest person she’s met… agh idk what did i do? yes i’m taking this comment really seriously :/ what did i ever do to you? :( im just agh idk blunt? but u know im hella nice when im talking to you and other people when they get to know me, but if they want the honest truth it can be disheartening and cruel. im sorry if im blunt. ugh im sorry :( blah u know...
eugenekimm:
wowoweejay:
...
The way I am.
The way I am.
Type the alphabet and stop at the letter of the last person you kissed. abcd
Would you consider your parents to be strict? not really, my mom just yells alot.
Have you ever tackled someone to the ground? ;)
What was the last thing you wore that was black? my shirt
Do you say the F word a lot? idk not as much as before
Have you kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?...
infinityle:
Lost Woods (Zelda) - Ephixa Dubstep...
April 2011
29 posts
i just noticed.
a whole bunch of peoples blogs that i follow are deactivated WHYYY?! :( i liked ur blogs :(
ayeetrishale:
theaudball:
Distance (feat. Jeff...
Listen
chadsjustawesome-deactivated201 asked: I LOVE your Blog. The Things you write are sooo TRUE. && Your GIF Is HILARIOUS. :D Keep uup the good work . :D
Im a.
Hypocrite, i’ve been hurting people and i regret it. i don’t want to hurt anyone else.. i dont mean to… if i could stay with them without hurting that person i would… if i knew that my heart doesn’t belong to someone right now i’d chain myself down to someone else who i really like. Why is it that my heart is taken? why is it that i cant show what kind of guy i...
I wish.. i wish...
I wish that… Generally guys/girls wont be heart breakers, i wish that people would be sensitive towards one another. I wish that people wont intentionally break each other. I wish that people wont just get at someone just for lust. I want people in general to get to know each other become friends find out their personality and date them and like them for who they truly are. Why is it that...
my smile ;)
i just found out how to make gifs -____-
Anonymous asked: I just wanted to tell you that your posts are what get me through the day. You're so genuine; we're so alike. We both need that feeling of loving someone, yet can't keep one for so long. I feel like no one can truly understand how it feels, yet you come along & post my mind. Thank you.
I'm sorry I'm anonymous; I wish I were as you. I'm just a step...
I'm sorry I'm anonymous; I wish I were as you. I'm just a step...
Love life > Single life.
To be honest i can compare all the differences from love life to single life and i’d say i’d take the love life any day. Everyone says “enjoy the single life!” Instead i think “i can never ever be happy single…” not being able to have that someone. not being able hold someone, not being able to have someone. It kinda destroys me… I’m so...
Fake smiles..
Why is it that the some bit of us give out a fake smile to show were supposedly “happy”. When internally our emotions are getting the better of us, were being cut down by every thought leading astray. The ability to give off a fake smile isn’t so great, it’ll just lead down a narrow and lonely path. Everyone needs a comfort but right now.. i dont even think i have one....
I hate single life.
I mean the ability to fly around talking to people is not as great as a struggle of love with someone special.
What is this..?
To be honest i feel like im coming back the old times where i prove to be kind of inferior or no shall i say a less candidate for that person to like me or even give me a chance. Im getting a whole ranged of mixed feelings. But what am i suppose to do with these things? Is it of what i done? Or am i trying to talk to her at the wrong time? Or is it because i have somethings that are unexplained....
Anonymous asked: I hate you. You're the worst "friend" ever. You make me sick, you waste of time uncaring asshole. You're fake and you act like a little bitch.
Anonymous asked: Aww das cuute. Are you feeling better than before when you were dating that one girl who always made you sad?