So Andrew’s funeral is officially tomorrow. I’m trying to put this in the nicest and politest way, but please do not attend it if you’re not even close to him. His family strictly asked us to only tell his friends that are the closest to him. That means if you’ve been his close friend for years. Not just because you met him once at the mall or somewhere else and you guys “talked” for a decent amount of time doesn’t imply that “close friend” relationship. So please, attend only if you’re actually close to him. To those who are not, please just pray for him. And plus, this is not some kind of a tumblr meet-up that everyone who wants to go can go to. Please respect his family’s decision about who can go. Please reblog and let others know about it. Please and thank you.

ohhshettheresa:

As strange as this may sound, you were part of my dream last night. Although you were not in my dream for so long, I could really say that it was an indescribable dream. I was at a park with a bunch of friends. I don’t know who exactly they were, but they were supposedly my friends. You popped out of nowhere. Of course as a common human behavior, I approached you and greeted you with a hug. We talked for a little bit, asked each other how we’ve been and what we’ve been up to lately. Then you had to go. Of course we gave each other a goodbye hug. But it wasn’t just a hug, you know? You hugged me tight, really tight. You hugged me so long I couldn’t even describe how long it was. You hugged me tight and long, and you said “I’ll miss you.” I didn’t pull away from your long tight hug. Instead, I hugged you really tight as well and I said “I’ll miss you too.” Not until I heard the tragic news about you that I realized that was not just an ordinary dream. That was a sign. A sign of you saying goodbye, that you’ll be gone and that you’ll miss me. I’ll miss you, too, greatly, Andrew. You don’t even know how I feel right now. I guess all that anyone can do is pray for your soul. Wherever you are, I know that you’re in a better place now and that you can finally find true happiness you’ve been longing for. Now that you’re with God, anything you’ve been wanting throughout your life will be given to you. Happiness is what you’ve been wanting, that I know. You want happiness, acceptance, love, and feel cared for. Now that you’re in heaven, you will get all of those with God by your side. Rest in peace Andrew Estrada♥

I love you, Andrew. I will miss you too. Till the end of time, we will soon meet again. Rest In Paradise.

I wish you could see how many people are affected with you leaving. You always thought that no one cared for you enough. But actually, a lot did. But then I wouldn’t blame you. People don’t show you they really care for you until you’re gone. I really miss you a lot. I don’t know how I remembered your password and all this, but somehow I did. Even though you’re gone, I know that you will always be there looking out for us. Always remember that we will never ever forget you. You will always be in our hearts and minds, always. Rest in peace now, Andrew. With God you will be able to find true happiness. We love you and we will miss you.

-Theresa Lineses

The things i’d love to do..

• Her laying down right on top of me. My arms crossing over hers, both of us holding a controller fighting each other, teasing each other. Sometimes she’d steal my controller away just to say she’d win, and then i’d tackle her saying “no i won your under me now” ;)
• Both of us sitting across from each other holding each others hands staring into either one of our graceful eyes. Both of us on a ledge of a tower the sky night sparkling, catching the stellar sights everywhere were watching the beautiful amazing sky, and bringing her in slowly/intimately i make this a sentimental kiss of the night.
• Embracing each other, our foreheads touch one another, somehow we’re communicating legitly without even speaking a word, “10… 9… 8… 7… 6… 5… 4… 3… 2… 1..” The memorable kiss goes down, and it feels like fireworks flying around. It feels like we own this castle.
• Both of us traveling away from our troubles, our drama, and our life. We tease each other on the boat pretend were married couples. I poke her, I tease her, and I chase after her. Having our chase were smiling and laughing all over the boat. Ending up at the front of the boat I whisper “this feels like titanic doesn’t it?” I carry her into the air. She’s spreading her arms out into the cool misty breeze. I spin her around and make another yet but sweet romantic kiss of our life.
• Holding her hand, smiling so much its not even funny. We both some how communicate telepathically its amazing. So using my feet to press away at the wet sands at the beach the cold water waves crashing against our feet. We’re just strolling breathing taking in every moment of the day walking till the sun goes down. I’d love it.

being horny i hate that shit -_____-

The part where you had/have a crush on someone where you cant say it because of friends or like something is cockblocking? Well that happens, I kind of hate it at times.. :( especially when i love their personality ugh its such a bitch. oh well past is past :D:D i’ll find someone eventually :)